Today is the last day in November and he would be back in ten days. Suddenly, I feel that everything is so unreal. I dunno why I have such feelings. I just haven't thought about this seriously before. This is a paradox thing. On one side, I long desparately for his coming back since I would finally get a company who is willing to go anywhere and do anything with me at any time and I would never feel jealous when other couples in my dorm talking about dinner plans or having conversations on the phone. However, on the other side, his return would disturb my peaceful life. I've already got used to his absence and after a year and half alone, I have already known what to do without him. I just can't imagine that a month later, when he leaves, I have to be back to my current status and get to used to being alone for a second time. I'm sick of it. Sometimes, I really don't want him back. Since I don't want to be apart again. I am dreaming for a day that we could be together and never be separated.

今天和佩佩“前仆后继”的从康美乐的跑步机上摔下来了，跪在跑步机上膝盖肿了。。。

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I 've changed the color, the background, and made it much warmer than before. And I added my favorite GARNET CROW. I also edited my music list. I've listed some of the songs that I listened most frequently recently. And you guys are now listening 夢みたあとで (which is pronounced as meng, mi ta a to de, actually I don't know how to say 梦) from GARNET CROW. I can never believe that the voice is actually from a ppmm!!!! And next week, you will listen to another song from them.

 

Bright color and beautiful voices seem to have a great impact on me that my mood is getting better and kinda lighting up. The drab dark green used to make me so cold that I didn't want to post on my blog. Well, now it's much cuter, and it kinda triggered my lust to write something. Ok, I'll write something and I warmly welcome everybody who happens to pass by or come here intentionally to comment on my post anytime.

 

Since tica asked me to write something about my standard for picking husband, man definitely, to be polite, I should respond her. However, I've already got someone I like and besides I've never thought about such standards. I should say that after I met him, he is the right one to fit my standard for picking my soul mate. Sounds like a wedding vow,hehe. Maybe I could write something serious and make it my vow. Ok, let's begin. We've been together for two and half years and we haven't seen each other for one and a half year. I have never noticed that we've been apart from each other for so long time since in this period of time, I never felt alone. Everytime I felt down, it was you to light up my hope. Everytime I felt mad, you tried to fix me. Everytime I felt confused, you gave me suggestions. Sometimes I think that I might not be good enough for you since I'm easy to get angry, I'm immature, I'm lazy, and I am not good looking. But you never cared about all these, and always believed that I'm the best for you. I'm so grateful. Thank you for loving me! Thank you for letting me be with you!!

 

WoW!!! tissue!!! I need tissue!!!

发现在msn上不能自己和自己说话，只能发信。鼠标越来越不好用，电脑开始发疯了。信用卡的额度不够了，昨天送的gre全都白费了。邮票买多了。全球优先寄了一个礼拜还没有到。天天在床上坐着，越养越胖。梁静茹的新专辑没有几首好听的歌。光良越长越老了。周杰伦变得越来越娘娘腔。Garnet Crow居然是个组合，主唱居然是个女的，长得居然没有键盘手pp。周围的小猪们又去逛街了。。。:((

 

但是。。。

 

晚上要去吃水煮鱼了。bl还有24天就回来了，每每想到这个心里就会扑通一下。conan出了420。和pj看了两集江户川乱步。明天又可以回家了。成功下了想了很久很久的电影。lost里面一个人都没死，relieved。光良虽然老了，但是远看还是那么cute。Nakamura Yuli虽然是个小mm,她的声音一次又一次的让我感动。洗完澡，又变成了小球球。北海道的雪，圣诞树和小木头房子。佩佩回来了。哈哈！！